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Where's the direction

Posted by Soo Leng on July 17, 2017 at 7:30 AM Comments comments (0)

Dear life,

It's entering the 4th year of my current job. And starting to have the changing environment mindset again. I have been thinking about this for the past few months, and the only things that holding me back from tendering is the outstanding amount from this company. Been waiting for this for couple of months. All i ould wish is to get the outstanding ASAP and i shall continue to plan for my future.

Have though of going to SG, get a job and gain more money t...

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Moment of Thought

Posted by Soo Leng on June 15, 2017 at 6:50 AM Comments comments (0)

Dear life,


How are you. It's been months again after my last login here. I guess people behavior and practice will change as the time goes by. Changing their priority from one to another.


Recently, i have a thought of men being selfish.


I have thought that what happen if I witness a rape case in front of me, and will i help the victim?

i think my answer for this is NO. Although i know that the right things to...

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Cny 3

Posted by Soo Leng on January 30, 2017 at 10:45 AM Comments comments (0)
Dear life, People tend to be more rational when the things not happen on their life. Vice versa, when the things fall on your life, all the comfort words that you advice others are just down the drain. I'm writing this on the third day of chinese new year. Seeing my own family issues right in front of my eyes but i couldn't even help. She always say not to prejudice to others. But now she just cant do the same. The moment you dislike someone, every tiny action they do are wrongs. The mome... Read Full Post »

Hide and hide?

Posted by Soo Leng on December 19, 2016 at 8:50 AM Comments comments (0)
Dear life, The moment when you found out that things are hidding from you, not telling the truth is define as protecting me? What you do will just lead to bigger lies, and hurt you and me even more. Why? Because you never intent to tell the truth and act like you know you can hide it from me. You just being selfish when you have hold on one hand, at the same time fishing for another. When you know I will not happy with this, but you just do the things behind my back. Love

My fault?

Posted by Soo Leng on October 14, 2016 at 1:30 AM Comments comments (0)
Dear life, What is this ? Being blame for not my fault? I know that as a salesperson, this happen sometimes. And this is not the most upset things. The moment when customer told me that not going to meet me in this coming two years, i am startled. Seriously, i am very sad on this when i have do my best to help the company. This is the feedback i have in the end. I need to think again, is it wrong to threat all the customer good and well? Is this value not being appreciate? Am i still on the r... Read Full Post »

Positive Vibe

Posted by Soo Leng on September 27, 2016 at 8:05 AM Comments comments (0)

Dear life,




It's been a while again for me to login here. How are you lately? I wish for everything to be good.


Things been crossing my mind, thinking about my future. What path should i take? Which road should i continue? Do i really need to do the changes? Uncertainty.. Have this feeling again. I have just back from short trip, and now i still not able to make up my mind. Been reading some positive quotes, taking up new challe...

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Support or not support?

Posted by Soo Leng on June 30, 2016 at 10:30 AM Comments comments (0)
Dear life, It suppose to be a good news when I was given a chance to bought for prima house. However, problem came when my loan got rejected. At first when share with family that I gotten this home. Of course they are happy for it too are pretty supportive to me. In less than 24 hours, it is the other way round. It makes me feel confuse. You are me to apply for it. And questioning me why I dint get the home. Right now when I really getting the offer, you seems like giving me hints in why you ... Read Full Post »

Reporting myself

Posted by Soo Leng on June 16, 2016 at 7:50 AM Comments comments (0)

Dear life, 

How are you? 

it's been sometimes again i have not report myself here. Things been going up and down. things to manage are getting more and more. Anyhow, be strong and be positive. Tomorrow is waiting for me. 


holding on the life

Posted by Soo Leng on May 3, 2016 at 4:30 AM Comments comments (0)
Dear life, Have another break during the working hours. Knowing that tons of work waiting for me to complete, but just reluctant to see the emails and responding to them. Guess I'm just running away from the reality and hope for the things to solve itself. Which I know it will never achieve. As the time pass, having the feeling and fear in holding on any responsibility. am always have the thought that if I could just walk away from my duty and persuade with Natures. What will my future be? will... Read Full Post »

The Force

Posted by Soo Leng on April 7, 2016 at 6:45 AM Comments comments (0)

Dear life, 

As the time passby, we tend to forgone the things we love to do due to the burdens, responsibility and role that we taken up. Have just read through one of the blog share by a traveller, it looks so much fun when we have nothing to depend on. Looking back to my old times, seems like i really enjoy the moments of travelling around, day trip, short trip and it was just so much fun. Now? Not much hanging out with friends except for work. Everyday to think of th...

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